I am broken hearted. In a perfect world I could fly down and be there as they figure out what the next step is. It is not a perfect world, in fact while I can fly down I have no time off and if I took time off with no pay it would put us in a bad place. The fact is I can either take time off or afford the plane ticket, not both.
It also brings up all the issues I have with my family anyway. I don’t find myself often wanting to reach out to speak with my Mom or Brother. It is not because I don’t care but rather because it is never really about talking to me it is about them telling me all about themselves and any thing I say is twisted right back to them.
Make no mistake, I moved to
In this vein, I can say that regardless of what is currently happening in my life NO ONE has even made a real attempt to come and visit me. The roads that would take me to
Regardless of my issues with my family it makes me so sad that my father has to deal with this and I am not easily accessible to him. This reoccurrence makes me uneasy and I feel like a nervous cat. Any stress will make me break into tears, I am searching for distraction. I am throwing myself into games, and raising my new kitten. This is real life and it’s my life.
I am walking in Relay for Life again and I am taking donations though I am not the captain. If you feel compelled please click the link below